So, I'm totally starting to freak myself out. I actually uttered the phrase - "...with our second child.." and "..with my next pregnancy..." the other day. What?!?! When did this happen? When did I stop fearing the possibility, the thought of a second pregnancy, the actual idea of baby #2?
The nightmares of Alexa's birth are starting to fade and THAT is starting to
scare me. They say once you forget about the pain and the terror of birth (and in my case - pregnancy) that
that is when women get crazy ideas about having a second child. I think I
might try and make myself relive the birth just to further postpone any
crazy ideas that have possibly started popping into my head. Bring on the nightmares!